Monday, February 7, 2011

1 Week Later

It's been one week since I broke my 21 day fast and I wanted to come back on and share some of what has taken place thus far.

This week at work I got a change of position that was sorts of a promotion. It was sometime last week that while I was at work that my back began to ache. I said to myself that I would like to have the reviewers role because they get all of their hours, more money and it's less strenuous on the body. Like I said, it was just a thought to myself but Yahweh was listening. My supervisor came up to me and picked me out of 65 other workers and asked if I would like to transfer over, I was ecstatic.

This week while I was getting undressed to take a shower I began messing around with the bump that I said I had on my breast. I don't know how but I was able to squeeze it and to my surprise whatever it was came out. There was no pain nor bleeding and it has healed like nothing was ever there. This thing has been here for some time now but I never brought it to YHWH until this fast and now it's gone. I was astonished, I literally could not believe it.

These are just a few things that took place in the last 7 days and I wanted you to know that God is a miracle worker. He is always there and He only desired for me to bring these things to Him and I'm elated that I did.

This week I also encountered an attack of the enemy and I'm also coming on here to talk directly to that 'private' viewer. It has been brought to my attention that the things I share on here are being presented as a problem to you and you are making it a problem for me. Back in December I asked that when you come to this site that you leave your HATE away from me and what I do. You are consciously making a choice every time you come to this site, and it's not even as if I want you to be in mine or my loved ones business, but yet you still make the choice to spy in on us. I was going to come on here and spew some not so nice things your way today but I'm living right and walking righteously. I shared "my" very own personal experience this last month and poured out LIFE to my readers but you showered DEATH over it. What I did was a positive thing and you attempted to negate it and that's why I've decided to not feed into your negativity by lowering myself to that frequency today (sorry, you might win some but you lost that one.)
If you truly have an issue with me like you say you do, then just stop this madness. Stop checking in on me and my family by investigating my writings, this is not the road to your healing, trust me. I'm frankly growing tired of hearing what I write or what videos I post or whatever I do via online being delivered from your mouth and somehow getting back to my ears. If you are so interested and invested in my works then how about you become a 'public' follower just like the others on the left side of the page. But if not then, STEP OFF!

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All I know is that I can not; I will not, devote anymore of my time or energy to you or some things that should be no more. It's time to end this and quit judging and start loving and moving on. You are too old to be stalking out what's going on over here. I don't do this to you, so I ask that you don't do it to me and mines. Today, I'm going to pray for you and I'm going to ask Yahweh to help me to understand you better. I also ask that He put you back on your OWN page and off of mines and everyone else that is connected to the person you are really searching out.

[Love for Enemies]- You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. -Matthew 5:43-45

For the rest of my readers, I apologize for that. I didn't want to have to take that much focus off of why I came on here to begin with, which was to share my joy with you about Yahweh's work, but the enemy is using someone to bring disturbance and unnecessary chaos into my home and I'm not having that. I care too much about myself and my well being and my family to let this continue any longer, the only thing I know to do is to be all the way real and go straight to the source of the problem while still being a lady and woman of YHWH.

Anyways, if you're still debating on whether or not fasting is for you, I pray that these minimal number of blessings were enough to convince you that presenting yourself as a living sacrifice to the Most High YHWH is so worth it.

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